Premonitions

For some reason i have become obsessed with the date September 9, 2010. Something wonderful is going to happen that day, something big. I put down on my kitchen calander that that was "The Day." I cannot tell you exactly what that will be, what kind of day, only that that day will change my life forever. I have decided to write down all these weird feelings I get into a journel of premonitions. Today, for instance, I became extremely depressed and agitated. I had no reson to be, but I was. Was I just vibing off of people or did I have an unresolved issue torturing my subconscious, or was I just PMSing? Whatever it was, it sucked and I worked hard to change my mood.
I have been struggling for some time now on what course of action to take with my profesional life. Right now, i will be pursuing a degree in HR and finishing my book ideas. Ideally, I'd make money off of my books and live on easy street like that. What do you think? Holla. :P


Update: The day of September 9, 2010 was the day I OFFICIALLY GOT THE GREEN LIGHT ON MY MORTGAGE FOR MY CURRENT HOME. It was a go after that. We closed on the house on September 22, 2010. One of my best days EVER.

New Moon Blues

Just call me a Catholic witch. I pray the rosary as much as I can, pray everyday at least one Hail Mary and an Our Father. Try to be a better person than I was yesterday and look to a brighter future. There are two times a month though that I feel out of whack, the new moon and the full moon.
Ask any cop and they"ll tell you they get the craziest calls on the full moon. They brace for it. I get all the extra magnetic pool makes us all a little crazy. The full moon makes me think of love, old and new. It makes me nostalgic.
The new moon just depresses me. I get super emotional and doubtful about everything. I feel like crying now and it won't be here for another three days! WTF!
Anyway, I had to vent.
Goodnight Hialeah.

What the F.

Hello my people, whoever you may be. I am an aging Hialeah Girl who has seen the light. I have been a party girl, nerd, almost soldier and now a proud parent to Zeon. I am also human. From everything I have read about spiritual development, I have gotten one constant impression. You either go forward, or you go backwards, there is no such thing as stagnation when it comes to spirit. I pray everyday. Even if it is a simple but powerful Hail Mary and an Our Father. Praying the rosary has brought me back from the brink of self-destruction.
I also know that though you should pray for your enemies and friends, you should stay away from people that are not living healthy lives and/or have demonstrated an ability to hurt others even if they haven't done anything to you. If they do it to them, THEY WILL DO IT TO YOU eventually. If they are living unhealthy lives, it will affect your own. We are made up of living energy and are affected by the energy surrounding other people.
Why am I saying all this? Very simple, a person close to me is doing things I find depraved in my new mental state. There is no self-control and recently told them so. Now I wonder if I did the right thing. I believe I did. SOMEONE had to tell them. Anyway. I said my piece. I know I am not perfect. I have done things I am not proud of, but I wasn't well. So, "Oh, well." Gotta move on. NEXT!