Creating My Life.

Well folks, at 34 years old, I have been through a lot. I have made numerous 180 degree turns in thought and action. I have come to several conclusions about myself in the process.
1. I am a square peg in a round hole world. My viewpoints and motivations for action are very different than a lot of people. Many people therefore have a hard time understanding me.
2. I am definitely not an elitist. I root for the underdog, always.
3. I do not like monotony.
4. I love to travel.
5. I have a talent for writing and for crafts.
6. I definitely need to go into business for myself. I have the right personality to be my own boss.
7. I love following fashion.
I have written a novelette. It is only 100 pages long about a period in my life that only lasted four years. I dedicated my life to partying on South Beach and was a nihilist at point in time. I had no desire to care for my future self and as a result almost ruined my future possibilities for advancement in the "Straight World," as we called the normal humdrum life of most people.
So here I am, living the humdrum life; married with kids and a mortgage. I have a normal job, highly educated, Masters level and still feeling like something is missing. I still am not living at peak potential and that is going to take me taking my fate into my own hands. I have to create my life by my own rules. This square peg is not fitting right into the preconceptions of others of how things are supposed to be. So watch for me folks. Gigi Love is breaking out and creating her future.