Who Am I?

You know, for the most part I have tried to live as authentic a life as possible. With the exception of love, I have lived by my will and rules. Who am I then? I still do not know exactly what it is I am meant to do on this Earth. I only pray everyday for guidance. As Steve Job said in that now famous commencement address to Stanford, "You will know it when You find it." Like love. I have begun to really examine myself after a lifetime of examining other people. I have been delving into myself, taking note when things peak my interest and what horrifies or excites me. Who am I? It is time for a rebirth. I have actually for the first time thought about getting a tattoo. A tattoo of a Phoenix, who was born and died in a blaze of fire. I feel a burn coming on. t2ul8r!